I could fall where I should in this bottle with all my mistakes
Qiaolin; Oh shit picturing me doing such a unglam thing is so.. What a dream uh. Hahahaha! Yes N's is a fucking barrier! ): Like Miss Teh! I'm gonna go become the education minister for SG then I'll cross out allllll major exams. Make life simpler for everyone (: So nice of meeeeeee. Hahaha! Work after N's but you must make for for the Taitai ok! ): Ay I can go visit you! Yay see my bestfriend washhhh toilet. Haha! Show me your action, quick. Aiya you everyday also action one la uh. Horneeeee girl ah this one. Hahaha! Camera loves me more la k, I know. Haha don't be embarrassed la. We're confident, remember? No matter how fugly! :D I love you too Bf! (We hadn't had our crazy loveyous in awhile huh! Remember our everyday kk bye see you tmr in school kay! Bye love yoooooou! :D)
Akiko; Hiiiiii! Study hard ok, we'll talk after our annoying exams! :D Love you sweet one. I don't know why you like to poke me so much kayyyyyy! ):
Teresa; Hi, thanks, yeh I do. (:
Camelia; Now you must tag all the time ok. Hahah since you know where isit already :D
Alethia; Sure, date me!
Mandy; Hi (:

Thanks for commenting (:
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It just takes some time,
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine,
Everything will be alright
Okay so I'm back here. Fucking i went to CelC's blog & tell her that she dislike me, kant stand me. Haha. Can't be much bothered but I don't know why do these people like to judge without even knowing you & all. Butbutbut! Cel helped me & stuff. Thanks Cel! I love you manymany :D -blows kisses :O


Everyone go AWWWWWWW!
eUux t0uCh3d m0ii h@rTx d@rLiinkk`

Woke up @ 11am tday. Prata for breakfast! :D Went t fetch mommy & one effin annoying thing happened, talk about it tmr, fucking rushing. Went shopping aound @ Causeway & went home! Did a little of maths, went online & talked to Cynthia again! Heh. K then we went for dinner @ Toa Payoh, family + maid! Yummy dinner! :D Daddy is so scared of bringing us to Sheng Shiong now 'cos the bill the other time was.. $50plus. Hahaha! Went home, did a little of sketching & here I am!

You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
Yes you are darling. (:
Though distance between us is a little too much but you're still in my heart<3

Go CelC's blog & watch the video of her & Ian. Damn nice! :D

Zel's birthday party's on 10th Oct.
Zel & Yj's birthday - 11th OCt
Start of O's - 11th OCt
Kimberly Toh, Sarahf's birthday - 15th
Class chalet's on 16th Oct - 17th Oct.
Belle's birthday's on 19th Oct.
I'm going Korea on the 18th Nov to 26 Nov.
Oh then I'll be just in time for Qiaos' birthday!
Maid's going home on 17th Nov & back on 27th Nov.
That's all for now (:

The horoscope is so so so accurate tday! Fuck

The Bottom Line
Right now, there is a danger in overthinking things ... just go with your gut.
In Detail
Right now there's a danger in overthinking or overanalyzing things. You see, if you wait too long to finalize matters, you may miss your only window of opportunity. Timing is everything, so you'll want to keep one eye on the clock while you go through this day. Be mindful of deadlines and don't be afraid to go with your gut. Gathering facts is always a solid strategy, but it can also bring a paralyzing amount of irrelevant information into play.

YIP QIAO LIN HORNY GIRL IF YOU'RE READING THIS, RELATE IT TO MY CHASING ISSUE. AHHHHH TELL ME TELL ME, I KNOW YOU'LL HAVE A LOT TO SAY RIGHT!! ): ):

Art & science day tmr [:
Goodnight everyone, I'm gonna do Art(again) & hog the phone with Cyclingturtle.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I'm texting Cynthia by the way (: Heh.

It's three flights down to happiness./
<3.

6:09 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Yile; There's something call text-messaging. (: & you do have my number.
SJ; Sure no problem! Thanks for commenting!
Cynthia; Love you manymany! Thanks a lot for cheering me up & stuff. I know you're trying! Time will heal all wounds ok! :D

Thanks for commenting!
(:

Grey skies cloudin' up the things we used to see with wide eyes
Maybe everything was meant to be
Gave school another miss! Fever's gone. Yifangs's sending me songs in MSN. Cynthia & I have been talking since I woke up, since she came home from school. Night class for her cancelled so we continued talking & sharing songs (: Helping mummy to burn cds for Aunt Doris.

Added archives in my blog already (: Cried while reading them just now. If it weren't for Ctee & Cynthia, I wouldn't take the trouble to look for the codes & put them up. Editted parts of the blog too! Cynthia's been trying her bestest to make me happier (: Thanks a lot dearie!

Everyone go Awwwwwwwwwww (:

I didn't collect my bag tday 'cos I weren't feeling really well & was kinda agitated. Moodswinging I guess, really badly. Collecting the bag tmr. Mummy say cannot let Daddy know so I'm gonna tell Daddy to send me there & pick me up later. Just gonna tel him I'm collect stuff from a friend. Okay this is really random.

I kinda miss this someone who used to be really important to me. Qiaos know it too(I practicaly told her everything other than "Ay Qiaos I dig my nose tday" kinda shit. HAHAHAHAHAHA Qiaos is so gonna scream!). We talked a few days back & I thought yay we're back as friends, though it was a really short conversation. But I miss talking to her, I really do. Times with her were one of the best. She taught me a lot & that was the time when Glynis really did grow up & matured a lot. She did make a big impact in my life, definitely. Miss those days! (:

Zel asked me something that really got me questioning myself that day.
Zel: Jiejie you always call Qiaolin your best friend but she got call you best friend a not?
Me: Hm um..
Zel: Don't have right?
Me: Um.. (Kinda busted already yknow) Then your friends leh! That Is-sa-bellllle person leh. You call her best friend, you think she want you as her best friend. Aiyer!
Zel: (Kena busted)

Then on Wednesday, comfort came & rest in the heart. Qiaos went "Hi bestfriendddddd" :) Then I told her about what Zel said. Haha. K this is so random.

There's a lot of photos to upload from the camera & the phone but I'm damn lazy. Maybe tmr morning (: I gained another reader, my dearest Cynthia (:

I didn't do any Art tday. Maybe later. Insspiration please come down to me, you belong here with me.

I'm gonna do Maths now.
Out!


My love for you is sinking to what seems an all time low./
<3.

4:52 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
'Cos you moved me & you promised you wouldn't let go
Cynthia; Yeh almost die. (: Just gotta fill up the background. Haha I'm home while you're at school! :D
April; Oh download a program (:
Caroline; Miss you too (:
Laura; Tagged!
Hazel; No problem honey (:
Yile; Just admit that you miss me! :D Now I'm online & you're not. Asssssssssshole.

Thanks for commenting :)
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Sweat, spit, and tears exchanged alike
Mistakes made and forgiveness but the eyes still met
And the lover still loved and the liar still lied
Gave school a miss tday. Down with a high fever, flu & overdue cough. I've been coughing for coming two months. :/ I swear I can feel the heat in me, 38.6 degrees! My hands are cold though. Coughing, sneezing, more soiled napkins on the table & truckloads of water. Hohoho.

I woke up @ 8am today to continue with my Art prepwork. Lunch with mummy @ Compass. Ate icecream! Heh, I know I'm not supposed to but who cares? I kept reminding myself it'd worsen my asthma condition but acks, I need to feel cold on the inside! I'm really burning, ohgawd. Felt better after eating for awhile. Argh! Bought a top, mummy bought one too. Went home after that. Slept @ 530pm 'til 7plus. Dinner & here I am with my Art again.

This was how we used to be, uh huh.
But do you remember them?
I betcha' don't.
Honestly, I wish my heart did not skip a beat at all just now.

When Glynis says she miss you, she loves you, she meant it.
But baby do you feel it?
Then tell me why the fuck do you always think that I'm lying to you.
Forget it then, you'll never hear it from me ever again.

Val's getting married really soon & I haven't got any idea of how to dress that day. Pam too, no idea. I'll be one of the sisters, sabo-ing Allan! :D Yay this is awfully thrilling. I'm gonna take revenge. I make sure his pocket has a bigger whole than his mouth. :D Evil, I know but he always distubs me & he always have his reasons for not bringing me out. Hur! Revenge, heah heah heah(evil laughter).

Remember the compo I did with the title "The best things in life are free." Do you agree? , something like that? I fucking got only 19/30. Not satisfied, very very not. So unhappy I tell you. I wonder what's wrong with Mrs Soon! My best compo of all kay. :/ Hahaha. Okay I admit it's very not up to standard yet.

I'm getting my bag tmrrrrrrr [: Yay but that is if I'm feeling a lot better uh. ):
I'm out, tata!

I hadn't heard you in two days, hadn't seen you for a month.
How now brown cow? ):

It's so hip to give you a kiss & taste cherry chapstick./
<3.

4:27 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
You are the reason for the broken hearts you've made up
Kwai; Yuh & he did not win. Aiyer, thank God I didn't vote for him :X Oh cool, thanks for telling me that. (: I will study, don't worry :D How's first day of school!
Qiaolin; Haha wtf I've been thinking of Art the whole day please. Composition blahblahblah. Fucking hell tired. After tmr, you won't see me 'til Monday. [:
Fang; Haha wait 'til your papers are over then I'll see you online okay! I want my songssss!
Graceyeoh; Hahaha I see. I don't watch SGIdols la. I just want Jon to win :/ Heh.
Tammy; Hi there Tammy! :D
Nicole; In your Haloscan.
Cecilia; Hello, new link? Haha sometimes cannot see is it? Hm maybe your com or something luh. Allright study hard okay! See you! :D
Miaoxin; Hello! :D Nice webcamming with you for.. 5 minutes :)

Thanks for commenting. :)
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Loving you is the only thing I ever knew
Letting go is the hardest thing I'll ever do
I don't even mind it so bad
I don't even find it so sad today
Still feeling that way? Hm, no (:

I feel as though Art's my girllfriend. I've been thinking of Art since last night up 'til right now, I hadn't stop. ): I'm commited, ugh. Haha! Ay I spend more time with Art than my own girllfriend ok. Bullshit Glyn. Morning we had mass. I love tday's mass <3 Father Simon taught us how to work towords our goal & everything. Visualise, work hard & pray, simple theory! :D I like that girll's singing, damn beautiful voice! Omg & people around her keep trying to sntach the limelight. Haha, she isn't the star or whatever but her singing! Omg damn bagus. After mass, we had Maths. Hell lot of work undone, I swear. Paper II is tough ): Ugh so annoying. Recess, then Lit. We didn't had testing 'cos yesterday they did it already so tday's just doing worksheet & all. Oh the library's air-con got screwed up, fuck it. & we all gotta use fans instead. Ugh! Did little of Lit, then do up my Art prepwork a little. Went to Miss Yeo's homeroom. Went through the worksheet & stuff. After Lit, Bio testing for 30 minutes.

My mind isn't working well, so the entry sound a little disabled. Sorry ):

After school, went to look for Miss Teh. Blahblahblahblah, went Compass with Bestaye to have lunch after that. Quality time with Bestaye! :D Went home around 4pm. Started with my Art ever since. Mummy told me Auntie(my maid) want to go back home. The thought of her leaving would make me cry, definitely. I shared so much with her. I eben told her about ___. Nono not about the lesbian part. But I practically told her everything. How much I get for my tests, which teacher ugly, which scold, what crap we do in school. It's a habit to tell her about my day, like how I tell mummy. I don't want her to go home. ): But what to do, her family's falling apart & if mummy didn't get it wrong, her daughter is pregnant. Underage pregnancy. Poor thing.

Art caused me to lose interest in other subjects. I haven't been doing Science & Maths! ): Ugh & Lit too. So shit ugh. I'm just gonna do few final piece tonight & there, done, off to sleep, goodnight world. I can't be bothered anymore. Taking too much of my time, ugh. Those who're taking Art, the sec3s this year, fucking hell lucky! They're doing fashion desgin & they don't need to do big Mboards. Ughhhh!

I'm talking to Miaoxin online! Haha my primary school friend. Webcammed with her for 5 minutes just now (:

There's one thing to be worth happy about today. (:
I shan't reveal it here.
I'm gonna go tell Qiaos tmr!! :D
I'm off to do my Art! ):

I don't know if I miss you but I did think of you. (:
Cyclingturtles, swimmingkangaroos-gotdrowned.
HAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK YOU LA WHY AM I SO HUMOUROUS!
(:

The silence goes on & on, with your name across my chest./
<3.


10:16 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
Trust me when I say I know the pathway to your heart
Shirl; Yay wo more weeks to freedom! :D
Alethia; Thanks for your help dearie! All the best for your test tmr (:
i; GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BEFORE FUCKING SCREAM YOUR FUCKING LUNGS OUT HERE, YOUR FUCKING COMMENT IS IN THE PREV FUCKING ENTRY'S HALOSCAN FOR GOD'S SAKE.
Prunella; Thanks Pru! :D Love you, hope you like the animation I made for you (:
Graceyeoh; She/He didn't use Haloscan before ma. Hahah, OH SO FUCKING AMUSED! Hahah shut the fuck up man. Love you Grace! :D
Fang; I wanna see what has this i-diot has got to say. Everyone has a right to say, right? Heh. So just let this airhead be here. I'll prove it that she's wronged about me man. (: Miss you too Fang, you better study hard!

Thanks for commenting, loves :)
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How does it feel to be dragged
under this pickup truck where your heart is blank?
I'd love to say that I hate you,
and I can't forget the feeling in my head when

These miles behind us are going farther,
and I seem to forget I'm still breathing.
Your sins they scream into my head,
and I know this had to end
Without you, without you.

K I'm watching SGIdols while updating the blog. Haha damn exciting! :D Whao I wish I was @ the grand finals man, that'd be even more exciting! Okay I'm like running in & out of the room. Study then to the living, living then to the study. Haha, doing maths in the living room & art in the study :D I can multi-task! Yeh I can :D

Bloody hell, Hady won. Tsk, Jonathan!!! He should've been the winner ok! ): ): ): Jonathan Leong is cute, actually. Haha everyone I asked agrees with me that he has the Dao Mingsi face. If you don't know who is Dao Mingsi, you ought to watch Meteor Garden! He's the lead in F4, uh Jerry Yan! Uhhh that's his name. :) I thought he was kinda hunksome. Woops. :/

I'd love to say that I hate you.
For the pain you passed away,
For the anger cuddling myself to sleep.

So I skipped school today! But got woken up @ 8am to do my work, when I only slept @ 330am the night before. ): ): Double sadness. Anyway! Did my work 'til I met Qiaos @ 2pm. [: Did a little of online shopping too luh :D & made a animation for Pru! :D Oh that silly girl went to put my name as her guardian when her school asked her to fill up some personal perticulars form. Pru you've got a sixteen-year-old guardian. Haha, I'm her guardian!

&&& Pru loves me (:
The evidence of Lovelovelove!


&amp;amp;&&&&& this is the animation I did for Pru!


Okayokay so I met Qiaos. We waited since 2-5 ): Sorry Qiaos, wasted your time! Anyway your lunch & dinner for tday's on me, so yeh. Worth it man. :D Hahah. Hm my asthma condition's getting from bad to worse. ): Tight muscles at my lungs so they gotta like clear my airway. So they did treatment for me to stop the weezing in my lungs & all. Damn gross I tell you! The doctor gave me a calender to monitor my condition until 31st Oct, the next appointment. The nurses there are damn naggy, omg! I tried to run away but the nurse went "(screaming)GLYNIS TAN! I'm waiting for you!" Then when I went in, "Trying to run away isit?" I was like, "Uh no." Hahah! This is embarrassing. People who were at the clinic from 2-5pm, almost everyone knows my name already. And there's one fucking irritating one screamed my chinese name. Thanks ah Auntie.

Got my stuff & all, went to Compass. Had lunch, went to Qiaos' printer ink & went home! :D So I've been on the com the whole day. The com has been connected for 13 hours now. & I'm still on my art. ): Miss Teh isn't very happy with the class tday so she wants to see us all of us tmr after school. Bet with me, she's gonna make us all stay back again. Not of us then, the few of us. There's definitely someone who would stay. & once you stay, you're not allowed to go until she's satisfied with you which means that might be 5pm, 6pm? Even 645pm. By the time you pack up & all, 7pm. Ugh I hate this. I wonder why the fuck did I take Art.

Should I drop Art or Chinese next year? ):
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh




Sassy did this (: Oh I love it. I'm gonna put inside my phone & print it tmr & keep on in my purse!

I realised the butch we fought with that day, her backview resembles yours. I thought of you today. Did you think of me too? (:

My table is messy like rubbish chute. There's Art, Lit & Maths to finish up today. So I'm gonna sing The Faders' No Sleep Tonight. ): Bye blogger, goodnight world.

Go listen to Lee Hom's Mary Says. Awesome song.
(:
Do I listen to my heart or my mind?

Goodbye could be the greatest mistake you ever made./
<3.

10:39 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
I hope I don't sound, like the X's on your calendar
Prunella; Hi wonder girl. Haha (: Haha I'll make one for you when I have the time ok! :D I love you so much Pru! & I do have a lot to tell you though we talk all the time yes! :D I'll wait 'til 20th Nov! :D Power to you man babe, look @ the way you screw that suckerdog up! Hahah! Loveeeeeeee it.
Nicole; Yoo. :D
Akiko; Hello, relinked! :D Hahah yeap after my Ns & your EOYs allright. I don't have EOYs la silly! See you around (:
i; I'm so tired of replying to you people who doesn't have a proper life to lead. I don't act popular, you wanna know who acts popular I can definitely show you one. Then we do comparison & see who's acting popular & who's not. I support Tammy a lot, does has anything to do with you? Camelia is my friend, so why can't I like her? I know Celeste personally for God's sake. So simple shut the fuck up & get the facts right before you start typing here. Thanks a lot & fuck off.
Graceyeoh; Yuh I wanna see my grades go better too. Let's not be over-confident & continue working hard ay? I will work hard for my laptop man. Hahah :D I can't let you see As, quite impossible though. I never had As for a really long time darling!But I'll let you see Glynis in Class 5A/B in 2007! :D Yesyes I wanna go sec5 & I'll make it come true. [: Thanks babe for helping me & stuff with that suckerdog @ my blog (: Love you! I know you're @ SGIdol now ):
Brenda; Hahah thanks! :D
Qiaolin; Oh yes! But aiya, I'm damn lazy to upload. I got things to tell you Qiaos !! I'll call you later! :D
Nat; You better study hard allright Nat! We must catch up after your exams okay!! Yuh yucks I talk to .. Hahah shhhhh. Party labelled: FAILED!! :D:D:D Shh Nat, our secret.

Thanks for commenting (:
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Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
And near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
Go read Cailing's latest entry, click here.
Meaningful, & it's definitely something to learn ay?
Especially for those who got abusive boyfriends, or girllfriends.

My name's on chinese newspaper!
There you go. My cousin's face there, Allan Ang Pong Tian! Hahah! That's for the PBM award he got :) The whole family's damn proud of him though. Everyone recognises him now, on the street & all. Hahah (:

I'm doing online shopping while blogging here, haha. [:

So todayyyyy! Went out with the whole family + Gran! :D Pan Pac for breakfast @ Hai Tian Lou (: Yummy, it's been long since we've all been there together. After that, went to meet Pam with Daddy. [: Daddy's N73 got hell lot of problems so now it's hospitalised under Nokia's care(according to Daddy, serious!). So we walked over to Marina Square after that to meet Mom, Zel & Gran. Walked around Giant & sent Pam home. Got the mooncakes from Aunt & left. Went to AMK next, to get Zel's birthday bash(according to the asshole, & she diedie also want to invite Yj -.-)'s stuff. I got craving for pancakes so Dad drove us to Blk 222 @ AMK but fuckingly sad, the stall is closed already ): Nevermind, next week! :D I wanted to go supermarket to stock up the kitchen with tibits so Dad drove us all to Serangoon's Sheng Shiong! :D My favvvvv supermarkettttt. (: Shopped around & stuff, spent hell lot of money just on marketing man. Hahah. Had dinner @ Gardens! :D Sent Gran home, & home sweet home!

Attention to all convent girls, read this.
http://www.todayonline.com/articles/143587.asp
UGH!

& I miss you today. I wish you were still here to listen to me, tell me when the sky falls, I still have you. ): I hate to see you go, that's one thing I gotta admit.

Bye & goodnight world.
Off to do the fucking Art.

The truth is, my love, that I love you so much that it hurts./
<3.

8:03 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
Ignorance is bliss - I wish I could never love you
Cecilia; My links are white! Haha maybe it's the com la huh. Hahh (:
Sauyan; Gold? Omg I bet it's damn nice laaaaaa. :D
Nicole; Haha okay up to you then (:
Graceyeoh; Because of my grades? Haha silly! Oh I haven't talk to her for so long man ): Love you too Grace!
Kwai; You're so gay, really. So girlly gay. :D Hahahaha. You t'care too allright. [: I will study hard luh. HAHA SCHOOL STARTS FOR YOU ON MONDAY :P

Thanks for commenting (:
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You're beautiful
Just the way you are
And I love it all
Every line, and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me
People changes, they really do.
I gotta face this fact, really. Admit to it that people changes, really fast. Well, four years & she became someone I didn't know. I thought we could still be the best of friends like how we used to be but I guess after I come across her friendster.. Disappointment. Four years ago, I used to call us Bestfriends.

Like what I told Pru this afternoon, I need proper friends who'd stay by my side for years. Proper friends whom I can trust, can click with, can hang out with. Not that I do not have, but whether they'll stay, whether something horrible would tear us apart or not, we don't know. Let's just hope nothing would ever bring us apart.

My day was allright. Supposed to do Art but I end up sitting by the com, listening to the music play & do my Maths. Ugh Art simply turns me off to the max. I slept for like 13 hours! & I'm still tired. I realised, the more you sleep, the more tired you'll get. But I love to sleep 'til the afternoon sun shines into the room. Hahah I don't know why.

PEARL* says:
[[; i really like you glyn
u're always so supporting.
Am I? Yes I am, to others but not to myself. [:

Believe me when I said I could live without you. Look who's the one who went "I miss you" first in the text? (: But honestly, you got me smiling @ 5am this morning when I was trying to catch my breath. ;] Well, & I do miss you too.

Went to Aunt's place for dinner. Cherilyn & Jermaine's sick ): Hope they get well soon. Dinner was superb! Jermaine doesn't look like she's sick though. Haha still as bouncey, still dancing to her favourite song, still singing while colouring (: Well, that's what I envy about her. Nothing to worry, nothing to bother about. It's so nice to be kid. I wanna be a kid again. Went home around 8plus, with Daddy & my maid (:

Right I don't quite get what the hell my horoscope is trying to say but whatever. It's coming towards the end of the day already so, yuh. I'm gonna go do my maths & sleep! :D No phone calls tonight, yay!

I keep hoping that your heart's door would open for me.
Love was a mistake/.

Rahh now I regret llooking @ the photos gallery where they put up who just updated their photos & such. Seeing her doesn't make me upset or whatever but, my heart skipped one beat, just like before, as always. I thought it wouldn't anymore! & it just did. ): Rahhhh I don't want. Ahhh I should have just go offline. Ughhhh! K I'm going to sleep now. Now. NOWWWWW! Nono I'm going to do my maths now. Now. NOWWWWW! Pfft!

So kill the forest & destroy the beauty./
<3.

3:01 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )
Just close your eyes & kiss me before I leave
Nicole; Right that is so Celeste! Celeste uses it too okay. aybe Cel got it from Felicia.
Laura; I never wore that before okay! I like St Andrew's! Omg damn nice!
Butterfly lover; Allright, thanks! Goodluck for your EOYs/ Ns/ Os. (: T'care.

Thanks for commenting. (:
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Well I've made up my mind that I want you to be the one
The one I wanna be with when I'm ninety-two
(:
I'm on the phone now with someone. Not gonna name who. But the first thing this someone called & said was "I called to say thank you for being my friend" & I guess that's the best thing she ever said to me after so much had happened. I love you someone(You know who you are), I'll still be by your side no matter what (:
I swear I need my own com or laptop. Ugh how annoying. Zelly keep asking me to let her play the com & stuff. Yes after Ns, I'm gonna do so well, so I'll get my own laptop. No one's gonna boss me around by then, yay :)


Shyan got this for her Art(& a lot more but they're damn ugly!).
I think it's nice. I know my face damn scary la. Hahah!

School was rather short tday. I love Fridays (: Morning we had some mass crap with Miss Charles. Gosh someone please kill her. The way she speaks, the speeeeeed. (Fuck man my eyes damn itchy!) She thought Bestaye, Qiaos & I were talking during prayers' but we weren't. She came over & asked us to show some respect & all. Like hullo! We were just grinning @ the way she says it & stuff. & I think she's a little cock-eye. :/ I didn't know she was looking @ our direction until Qianyu told me she was coming towards us. Hahaha!

Maths was the first period. Got 53/60 for 2004's N level paper! :D Everyone's improving! Bestaye got 54/60(She was suposed to get 55 la k but she didn't label the quiestion correctly so minus one mark, wasted!), Sass got 41/60, Yj got 39/60! :D Damn happy for us, & definitely myself. We had Chemistry paper after that. Haha we had the answers with us, by the way. So it was rather easypreasy ay. Did maths after I finished the paper. Supposed to do MCQs but I didn't do. Hahah damn lazy & I hate Chem. Rahh. After that was recess already! Carla's damn retarded, I swear! Had English paper. Did compo, topic 6, '"The best things in life are free" Do you think it is true?' Yeh obviously I do agree uh. Maybe I'll talk about it later in the entry IF I HAVE THE TIME. Got back our letter-writing! I got 21/30 for section 2 :) Yay.


I love Sass!


We got almost the same scar!


@ the Hall for CD (:

CD was fun, though I kept moving around. Drama skits again, by other classes. (: Carla's damn gay in it, I swear! Hahah fucking hell funny. After school, went to Compass with Shyan, Bestaye & Qiaos (: Cabbed there. We made a lot of noise @ the bus stop though. Hahah 'cos there's two groups of aunties & uncles, they snatched cab from us ): Hahah & Bestaye was like "Aiya let them first la, they're old already what." They're not old to the extend that yknow they go hu-hu-hu like that Liangpopo(Jack Neo)! Hahah they still can walk, go out on their own kind. Thats why I call them aunties & uncles!


All of us got this in our purses :)

Got to Compass, had lunch @ BK! It's been long since we all ate BK man. We totally made a fool outta ourselves luh. Over-stressed (: Hahaha! Ate, went to print pictures with Shyan. Got that one up there printed, four in one so all of us get one. Bestaye always complain that we don't have a groupie like this one to keep in our purses. Now we do! & that is so to know, wherever we go, we'll be by each other's side (: I love they four.




Dotcha love her? (:

Left around 3plus. Got my magazines & Qiaos went to meet Keith, while I headed home. I've been on the com since I came home. Was doing my maths too. (:

As I was saying about the compo, I wrote mostly about my hweelings(feelings) & my life. I can't exactly remember I wrote but when I get it back, only if it scores well, I'd post it up here. I don't know how people would define 'best things in life' but for me, I'd explain it as things that not everyone would get, uncommon, usually unique. For example, life experiences, memories, your identity & people around you. Life experiences, maybe some would go through the same thing as you did but not everyone. Perfect life? No. I wouldn't call it perfect. Life is filled with ups & downs. We can't expect it to be smooth all the time. There's bound to be setbacks ay? That is where all of us grow & learn, fall & pick ourselves up. Not easy but that's life, isn't it?

Then I talked about.. people around us. I mentioned about this particular someone I met that changed my life entirely & had made me realised that in life, we gotta try sometimes to get what we want & not wait for the other party to try & we just sit around, hoping it would work out. I talked about her life, how she was abused by her parents but she still could come & tell me "I love my parents" in that shakey voice of hers. I wonder why she could do this while I can't. So I took a big step, went ahead & did what she told me. Each time I needa rant, she was there. Never failed to. Out of her busy days, she'd definiely make some time to listen to me. She affected me a lot & thank God for her. If it weren't for her, I guess things for me wouldn't be better right now.

Lastly, I mentioned about memories. Memories are one thing that I treasure the most in my life. I'd keep them safe in this treasure box of mine near to my heart. As cliche as it may sound, it's true. (Honestly, I think it doesn't make sense, fuck) Sometimes I ponder why aren't we given a turn back time machine. But I thought if we were, then all of us won't move on. We'd still be stucked at where we want to be. Life goes on no matter what happens ay. So yeh, no turn back time machine. Let's say if I was given a turn back time machine, I'd go back to times when Mom was still by my side, when Dad would kiss my forehead when I fall asleep or times when that someone & I were still close together. Not that Mom isn't around anymore, she is but drifted away, Dad no longer does such things, that someone & I went on our seperated ways due to our horrible relationship. If only I could turn back time, I'd wanna feel that happinesss & love all over again.

& I end off the compo with "Memories are the best things in life & they are.. free." (:

The Bottom Line
Use all your energy to go out into the world today -- go grab what you deserve.
In Detail
If you've been waiting for a time when someone will come knock on your door and present you with a golden ticket to your future, you're wasting precious time. The promises people have been making to you are genuine, but they might take a lot longer to fulfill than you realize right now. Instead of repeatedly asking for what you're owed, it might be a better use of your energy to just go out into the world and try to get it for yourself.

Ahhhhhhhhh true enough. Is it asking me to study hard or work harder on chasing?
-

After blogging here, I'm gonna go blog in the family's blog (: Maybe after that I'll study, Maths again! I'm falling so much in love with Maths, my iPod, Plain White T's songs :) Hey There Delilah is so nice! Saving Jane's Come Down To Me too. (:

Kwai talked to me just now & I realised, I do miss talking to her. (: Hahah remember the times we used to be so close maaaaaaaan. She is gaaaaaaay maan. Hahahha.

I guess we've come to the end of our story.
Time to draw a line between us & no more love yous.
Though you know I still do, somehow.
& I know you've never stop feeling so..
Uh huh, & I love you.

I've been dancing on the tops of buildings with you./
<3.

5:25 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

In the midst of this self-inflicted pain, I can see my beautiful rescue

Laura; Hi Laura. My school uniform is considered common & a lot people likes it! Haha, I don't know why. I'm so sick of pinafores & I wanna try two pieces kind. Haha, how is your uniform like?(:
Graceyeoh; Gosh I had so much fun with you tday though time was a problem for us. Now you've got my deepest secret while I have yours (: Yay! You better blog ah!

Keep commenting!
:D

You are everything I have, everything I know
And even though you're here, you're with me everywhere I go
So don't you cry when we say goodbye, don't make me miss you more
Cause this will always be worth waiting for
Hello everyone, tday's a happier day than yesterday was. (:
School was waaay boring! Ugh. Went to Maragret Drive again tday, to collect our Art stuff! My dear canvas is locked up in the Art store room. Phew, I thought we were supposed to bring back, gave me a shock man. Ha. Came back around 10am. Had Chemistry after that. I did Maths instead. Rahh I seriously need to start on my Sciences! ): Had recess after that. Then we had English paper. Was quite allright luh. Did maths & slept for 15 minutes. Short but contented. Then we had Bio feedback. Ah I got 25/40! :D Though I know it's damn low but I'm seeing improvements!


Shijing & I, in the bus.
She looks like a doll here!

After school, rushed off to Compass. Took a cab down with Qiaos & Shyan. [: Helped Qiaos with her photos & stuff. Damn troublesome, I swear! Dumb machine refuse to work in a simpler way. Hahaha. Left @ around 245pm. Took a train down to Dhoby Ghaut. Whao hard time meeting Grace man! Haha 'cos we both don't know where each other are at. Haha like the way Eliza & I was. Took a train down to Far East, got my butterfryyyyyy belt, finally! :D Damn happy. Heh. Got a white one. I wanna get a silver one so it goes well in jeans. But there's only bronze, brown, black & white. So I got the white one (: Grace bought a stretchy red belt! She'd look good if she wears it with a polka dress! I wanna get that white polka red dress! :D Then I can get one stretchy belt like the one Grace have. Yay!

Walked around, got bubble teaaa! :D Walked to Heeren, shopped around. I hope I don't see any other stores selling the belt @ a lower price. I will kill myself man, ugh. Due to time constrain(spell?), we walked all the way from Heeren to Plaza Sing! :D Talked a lot & stuff. (: We shared our deepest secret! I feel comfy talking to her man (:


On the way home (:

All in all, I had fun with you Grace aka my genius bitch :) Reached home about 540pm.
I love you Grace Yeoh! :D


I showed mom the belt & she's like "The same one!?" She thought the butterfryyy one is the same as the crown one. Nonono not the same! :D I love both, equally much. :)

Read the latest bulletin I posted.
"I love you more than anything, I would give you the
world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you."
Awww how sweet!

I dislike people who hides things from me, thinking that I would never get to know. Trying to keep it so low, thinking that I can't hear. Well, girl, I do. Go ahead & whisper around, thinking that I would never know, when I know exactly what the fuck you're talking about. Yeh I pretended like I don't know, like I don't care if you bother to share. If you're gonna treat me the way you do, yeh so am I. (:

I'm turning in now.
Toodles everyone!

I love yooou :)
Heh.

I've been dancing on the tops of buildings with you./
<3.

10:32 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I'll make the same mistakes with the same old lies when I can't even fight

Butterfly lover; Haha add me in MSN? (: Thanks, wish me luck in finding it yes!
Passerby; Haha sure :)
April; Replied you in your little chatroom (:
Fang; Come online la bitch then you can send me songs. :D
Cecilia; Hello girll (: I want to go Fantasie! :D

Thanks for commenting.
(:

I'm falling more in love.
With every single word I withhold.
I'm falling more in love.
With every single word you say.
I'm falling head-over-heels for you.

Firstly, pictures!

Billy Bombers day :)
Last Wednesday I think.





Tricia & I, National Day's.
My oh-so-pretty-vain-and-gay girllfriend (:
Still love you, no worries!



These few days (:
With Yj's picked-up camera!
























Picture purrrrfect. (:


150906.
Worst day of the week/ month/ year.








Other

Halves.
(AWWW!)



But we still had fun (:

Random!





Above three are today's.


Yesterday's.


Distorted mask I drew two nights ago while on the phone with _ (:
Can't really see it 'cos I didn't turn on night-mode. :P


Kissables! :D

Sleepy day. ):
I feel like walking to school tmr morning. Random fact, sorry. Morning was allright, just that my eye hurt very badly 'cos I hadn't had enough sleep the night before. Hogged the phone 'til 330am, gosh. It's getting later than before. But ohwell. (: Had Maths paper I first thang in the morning, was pretty allright. & it's a N level paper! :D Quite easy, so I hope I'd do well for this test & perhaps I can do better for Ns (: After that we had English paper I, section 2. Formal letter writing. Everyone was grumbling 'cos no one knows the format & stuff. Mrs Soon was screaming, haha 'cos it's just two weeks away & we're like "Mrs Soon, can you give us the format?" I think she feels like dying, okay seriously! Then we had recess. Oh btw Qiaos skipped school tday, for what reasons I don't know but we all guessed it was Art. After recess, we had Art. Miss Teh's crazy again, so yeh. tmr we gonna collect our Mboards. ): Fugly boards. Ugh I don't wanna bring them home, please nooooooo! ):

Yeh & I have this instinct that she's gonna go "Girls, bring it home & keep it," after we've collected it. ): I don't want, wo bu yaooooo ):

Okay, I only had two hours of sleep last night. Came home, had lunch, showered& went for piano. Fucking tired. I'm gonna terminate my piano lessons already. Going Yamaha to learn instead. Fucking piano teacher has got no fucking interest in teaching me so why the fuck should I continue wasting my time away? I hope Yamaha's a better choice & I won't regret making this move. Went home straight & slept 'til 730pm. Had dinner & came online.

I got the class photos already! I'll scan them soon & upload them in here.

Supposed to go down CCK to look for Grace tmr but nooooo. The way down to that horrid place is a big big big no way. I don't wanna remind myself of the rusty pain again. Why rusty, I don't know. I thought ay, I stopped thinking about it. Then no, the next minute, something'd never fail to remind me. Like omg, it just reminds me la okay. Anyway I'm still meeting that sexy one tmr @ Dhoby Ghaut. (: She's taking 190 alone, yay man. You're gonna make it alone girly, I'll wait for you @ the end of it (: No fear no tears! :D

I've having a conversation with Jovene.
I think I'm too afraid of losing, sorry babes.
To you too, Shar.
I love you both the same.(:




You've showed me the true meaning of Love.
& I love you, like I've never loved another before.
My love for you flows like a river, it still does.
I hope I could still call You + I, us.

P/s: If the two people in the above photo sees this, I'm sorry okay!!

You meant the world to me, dya know that baby? (:

PLEASE COMMENT EVERYONE!
:D

Someday you'll see, all our worlds collide way out in space./
<3.

8:32 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I had a love affair with distance & fear

Prunella; I'm always here for you babes. :) We'll talk more when your Os end allright. Good thing that now everything's allright uh! :D Study hard okay! Love you toooooo :)
Miaoqi; Yeh 'cos of the quiz.
Passerby; Um, you can get it from DynamicDrive. Add me in MSN if you need help yes? I hope you can get it yeh! Love. :)
Puayleng; Thanks dearie. :) Love you so much! I wanted to text you that day but my bills are exploding so I didn't. ): I hope everything's fine yeh. T'care & study hard okay!

Thanks for commenting :)
-

All the people that we love
Disappoint us the most
Makeshift friens & low demands
We're running outta time
Hello world (:
Not in the best of my moods, really. Well, I haven't been. Thanks to daddy, he made it worse. I could have screamed at him but I was far too tired to even open up my mouth to speak justice for myself. Whatever. Let him be then.

Maybe in the first place, I shouldn't have met you.
Then sparks won't fly.
Then it won't hurt.
Then you won't cry the tears of pure pain..
I'm sorry darling ):
Maybe you'd be happier without me.
Do you wanna leave, do you?

School was allright. Bestaye skipped school again, I guess. Nette is sick too, that's why she skipped school yesterday. ): Morning, as usual, sat around & talked. Sass is still dreaming of her E900 phone. Haha. Went up to the hall, fucking stuffy. Ugh, had assembly & off for NRP.

First paper was.. Ah bio! Hahah can't remember. Was allright luh, just did choose the MCQs @ random. Hoho. I didn't know it was Bio paper! If I knew, I'd study luh! I wanna see my grades improving instead of remaining there, no improvement@ all ): Lit also! Ugh I honestly need to read Winslow Boy again, to make my understanding to the text better. Rahhh. Mrs Ong gave us three sets of test papers tday. :) So happy! I'm gonna finish it later when I'm done with my Art, when I'm watching teevee or something.

Assembly period was fun! :D Had a drama. It looks exactly like Zelly & I whenever we fight for the com. Ask _, ask ___. They know it best man. Haha. All the rules & everything, it's like, might as well not go online right. Cannot reveal identity & stuff. Everyday change name, change email add? Hahah crap! I laughed a lot during the drama. Geniune? I hope.

And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
Atfer school, went to look for Mrs Ong. Asked questions & left @ around 3plus, with Tricia, Xiuwen, Shijing, Kelly, Cecilia, Yj, Sass, Shyan & Qiaos!. But they didn't come with us though. Went to have lunch @ Mos with Yj, Sass, Shyan & Qiaos. :) Funfunfun. Accompanined Qiaos to the bookstore, bought stuff & went on our own ways. Sass & Yj came over to print stuff. Fooled around 'til 6pm, then they left. Showered & all, did my maths & online! :D

Doing my Art now. ): I'm rushing like crazy! I'm multi-tasking, big time! Doing Sassy's Ns & tmr's composition, doing Shyan's Ns & my own's. Blogging in here(it's addictive & I'm addicted to.. blogging. HAHAHA), looking for pictures & paintings, trying to finish up dinner, printing(I have to put paper in right?), clearing my maths file, packing my bag & chatting with Zaeron & Dale online. THIS IS DEFINITELY MULTI-TASKING ALLRIGHT!

Ctee told me something shocking. Her primary school mates who are in Pei Hua(If I didn't get the schoool wrongly) reads my blog too. :O! Not only her classmates/ schoolmates. It's really shocking & interesting but none of them tags. I don't wanna force or whatever. Let them be then. I'm in a fucked up mood, so I shall shut up. Might as well sew up my lips.

I fucking need to sleep early. I've been having less than 50 hours of sleep of recent. & the dark rings are getting sexier, I swear. Fuck it. Howwwwwwww ):

I'm going off now I guess.
He's being a fucktard asshole.

Comment ok everyone!!
:D

Make my days happier a little baby ):



I don't wanna lose your love tonight./
<3.

10:53 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Monday, September 18, 2006

I'd tear out my own heart & write our names together
Lala; Nobody asked you to step in here & bladder nonsense. Nobody asked you to come in here, look @ the pictures & puke your food out. What english. Copy NatLim? What the fuck about me that I've copied from her? What a contradict you are. Hate me yet you asked to me to study for my Ns & at the same time discriminate lesbians. Get lost with your eeew. You definitely sound like someone I know. Don't let me find out who you are. Fucking read Grace's comment la allright. & I do not wanna see your name around. Click the 'X' on the top-right hand corner & get lost.
:] ; But I don't like that one! I want leather! Hahah. Don't mind, leave your name & probably URL. Omg I don't bite la k. ):
Maylene; I did not see you today. You skipped school ah!? Hahah oh thanks anyway :) How sweet of yoooooou! Omg cheap cheap. I thought I'd get one @ 20bucks. Hahah.
Passerby; Um got the codes somewhere :) You're?
Eliza; My sweetest babe, I miss you! I hate you ok, you write so bloody well & it makes me reflect. Mourning period will be over soon allright. Yay man we're the two people who can talk for about like 12hours, non-stop man. I think if we had a sleepover, we need not sleep anymore. Hahah! Love you babes, study hard ok! Fried mars bars! :D:D I'm waiting for you to be done with your Os xD
Butterfly lover; Aw thanks! Around 10bucks? Okay that's really a cheap deal. Thanks anyway. May I know who's this! :D
April; Haha thanks babes. :) So many places I can get them but I'm so dumb, I can't even find it. ): Thanks babes, a lot!
Graceyeoh; GRACIE! Replies in your haloscan babes. :)

Whao thanks for commenting!!
Other than that blacksheep on the top. :)
The rest, the comments made me happy!
Whoohoo!


Got tagged by Camelia!
- Single, taken or crushing?
Crushing.
& that means going through the heartbreaking period right?

- Are you happy with your life now?
Maybe.

- When you meet the right person,
do you fall in love with him fast?
Yeh, easily man.

- Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeh, too many times.

- Do you believe there are some circumstances
where cheating love is acceptable?
But for the one I love, I would accept it.
(Yehyeh dumb like fuck)

- Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
Yes
-looks @ Grace & Phyllis

- Have you talk about marriage with another before? 
Yeap!

- Do you want children?
YEAH!

- How many?
2 :D

- Would you consider adoption?
Yes

- If someone likes you right now,
what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
The best way to let me know his feelings? Be straight-forward about it?

- Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
Yeh with the right one man (:

- Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
Is that another way of asking if we had sex?

- Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, not anymore.

- Are you romantic?
I think I am. :D

- Do you believe you can change someone?
Yeh I did. 

- If you could get married somewhere,
where would it be?
Aussie baby. 

- Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Uh huh.

- Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yeappppp

- Have you ever broken a heart?
Yeah. 

- If one day your best friend falls in love with
the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
I think I’ll cry my eyes out & if my best friend
really wants to have him, then take & go.

- Are you missing someone now?
Yeh, miss her badly/ awfully

Got tagged!
Tammy :)
Grace!
Phyllis
Ctee
Prunella!
<3

Glynis Tan -- [noun]:A master of storytelling 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Glynis -- [noun]:A master blogger 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Look @ the answers man!
Master of storytelling & master blogger! :D Cool yo!

All I ask for is you to be understanding.
It'd be the best way you could do to ease my pain.
But instead, you're adding on.
Nevermind.
You thought of the other party's plight, then what about mine?

Fucking hell tired.

School was allright. Results for the NRP last week, Lit paper was shitty as it was expected. I need to work harder, definitely man. 10/25 isn't gonna help me much, especially when SS is another dead subject. English was allright, 35/60. Add the summary (We didn't do summary that day), plus the oral & listening, it should turn out allright. I'd be able to pass, hopefully. :) Art was pretty allright. I've decided what I want to do.

So then I force a smile, and take the stage
& now my knees are week, I try to concentrate.
I'm losing air with every single breath that I take.
I look into your eyes & see the chemicals,
They're the whitest white, you've become a ghost.
You're dead to me so why can't I let you go?

Yeh so why can't I let you go?

After school, walked over to Rivervale Mall with Bestaye, Qiaos & Shyan. Had lunch @ LJS again. Whoooohoo! :D Kelly, her gf, Yannee, Persis & Tricia + Xiuwen came along later on. Haha. My poor hubby Xiuwen was sitting alone so we asked her to join us & stuff. :) Hahah & we helped her. Bestaye was being damn retarded & Xiuwen was damn scared luh. Hahah! They left before we did though. Stayed for awhile & we left as well. Walked around, went to NTUC. Snapped photos of Qiaos' crab & prawn! We weren't allowed to take photos in the supermarket but whatever. I just pretended like I'm messaging. Hahah :) The rest went back to school to take bus while I took the LRT home. It's good to spend some time alone, let the thoughts run while & reflect.

Rahh I hate it whenever I tell myself, "Yeh tday's gonna be a better day. At least I'm smiling, feeling a little better than yeaterday." Yeh & the next minute, I can't wait to be alone. I can't wait to go home & cry.

(How fucked up.)

& you were one of the reasons why bruises still appear on my skin.

I'm off to load more songs on my iPod & do my maths. :)
There're pictures in the phone to uplaod but aw, fucking lazy!
Toddles!

I love you :)


Another story for the collection of memories folded neatly./
<3.

4:02 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )

Sunday, September 17, 2006

'Cos I believe there's a place for you & me in this crazy world
Nicole; Haha allright :)
Fang; Okay (:
Yile; Oh I haven't played such games for a long time man!
Akiko; 11 Sept! Haha :) Hahah she's damn funny & cute right. She can get boring sometimes la. YAY! :D
Kriss; Haha allright! :D Study hard for your Os kay babe. :D
Graceyeoh; Hahah okay okay. No excuses! :D Hahah I hope nothing goes wrong that day, so I'll be able to meet you happily. :/ Heh. Thank God there isn't Art on Thursday. Phew. I'll tell you all about that line allright :)
ShiHui; Hey back to you! :D
Miaoqi; Hi primary school friend! :D Yeh I'll link you up soon :)

Thanks for commenting.
(:

Your love is the barrel of a gun
So tell me am I on the right end
I could be nothing but a memory to you
Don't let this memory fade away
I'm feeling a lot better now. Though I still can't figure out why the fuck is this whole thing my fault. But it's allright, I just pray things will get better soon. Uh huh, I hope justice's would be done soon.

Watched Devil Wears Prada with Zelly yesterday. My mind weren't @ ease, kept thinking about what happened & questions keep flooding my mind. The show is nice, Zel don't get it I think. Monster House isn't showing anymore, I think. I'll get her the DVD la, since I promised I'd bring her to watch that.

Mom & Dad came over to join us for dinner. No appetite so I didn't eat. Walked around & got magazines to entertain myself. Left @ around 845pm. Took a train back as daddy didn't drive. Fun :)

Now the iPod's mine! :D
Mummy's using her phone's mp3 instead. I uploaded her favs into her memory card. Zenbaby broke down la :(

There's a look in your eye & it's screaming goodbye
Now it tears me apart just to look at the sky
And I'd hate to watch you cry
I'd hate to watch you cry
I have no idea why do I keep thinking of you.
Thoughts, oh thoughts, don't ruin my joyful Sunday.
I don't wanna flood Singapore today.

I'll go put more songs into my iPod, print my art stuff. Get my things & off to Aunt's place. They're waiting for meeeeee :) JERMAINE!! I'll probably come back with pictures. :D

I want a butterfly buckle belt. Anyone knows where to get it? Something like this..


But not exactly like this. Prettier maybe? :) Heh. White, black or red leather would be good! I think Eliza's got one. Ah shall ask her! Tammy got one too, but she got her's exchanged with her mom's friend. Aw. :( ANYONE WHO KNOWS WHERE TO GET IT, COMMENT/MAIL /TEXT ME KAY! :D

I'll crave your name near my heart, on my skin
To prove to you, my love, that I'd always love you.
Honestly, I would.
Love you <3


I still believe in a love worth saving./
<3.

1:45 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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